June 2011
9 posts
June 22nd
awful days behind. hopefully some good ones are ahead.
June 14th
today is definitely not my day. yesterday my boyfriend and i decide we are going for a coffee since we haven’t saw each other for a long time because of my school and the fact i have to study a lot. well we went. and it started great. we were happy to see each other and everything. but then it started. it wasn’t a fight but more of a conversation. it was about him smoking weed and me...
Help!
does anybody have any advice on how to start running? i m totally out of shape so i can’t just go and run for ages. i think i can’t even run for 15 minutes straight :/
June 9th
yeah.. i don’t know what to do. i really don’t. i started to take birth control pills few days ago and somehow i gain weight. and it’s not like i’ve been eating more than usual. nope. and today i only ate two eggs and a peace of bread and i still weight the same - TO MUCH! this is not normal at all! and i drink only water and coffee without any sugar and i am still gaining...
June 4th
i just spent two amazing days. my boyfriend came to my house and spent the night :) but now he is gone and i already miss him.
my big plan for tomorrow is to study really hard. we’ll see if i can do that. i really hope so.
Shit
i just weighted myself. fuck! i gain weight and i don’t even know why. ughhhhh… i hate myself!
June 1st
i don’t even know where i have my head. really. there is so much i have to study and so little time. and i have to work really hard. i have to. but i don’t. not as much as i can. i am lazy. and this laziness can cost me my summer. i can’t let this happen. i have to study. now. ughhhhhhh -.-