June 9th
yeah.. i don’t know what to do. i really don’t. i started to take birth control pills few days ago and somehow i gain weight. and it’s not like i’ve been eating more than usual. nope. and today i only ate two eggs and a peace of bread and i still weight the same - TO MUCH! this is not normal at all! and i drink only water and coffee without any sugar and i am still gaining weight. really not normal. this thing is so pissing me off right now. can i just die or something?
and because i have to study so much right now i haven’t seen my boyfriend for more than a week. i really miss him so much! i’ll see him tomorrow since we are going to get some coffee. but it’s just for a short while :/
and later on i’ll go with my best friend to see ballet - romeo and juliet^^ i am totally crazy about ballet. i tried ballet ages ago but unfortunately i have two left feet and no coordinations so dancing is really not for me. so i just watch it and enjoy :)
